#Ebonixftbs observing the #moabitesses ciphering on some #African #dance. Yeah that’s my auntie and niece.
My #moabitess Chandler and auntie decided to hop in the #African #dance class. #Ebonixftbs
#Karate class for #ninjas JJ and KJ . #Ebonixftbs
This movie is on point!!! Every woman should watch #BettyAndCoretta. #Ebonixftbs
Ones get this misconception that I’m rolling in dough. No, boo, I still live with my family. I just refuse to not live. Everyone else might be fine with existing, but I’m not and if I want it, I’ll get it. I try to help others along the way when I can. That doesn’t mean I’m ballin. It means that I try to make a way for me and those around me. Hate me for my standards or cuz you can’t match them? Don’t ask me about my finances of you’re not willing to do what I do or have done to manage. I’ve struggled and not said shit to anyone. Now, I’m baby stepping up the ladder. Ask for advice, don’t judge me. #Ebonixftbs
However, I’ve tried to make much peace with EVERYONE and all I have to say is once I extend my hand to you and swat it away we never need to speak again. That’s just me. I already don’t wanna talk/touch anyone so if I do speak to you it’s already known that I don’t deal with everyone so, if someone wants to change their minds about me and speak to me then do that. I’m not reaching out multiple times especially to people I don’t really care to socialize with. That is my personality. You’re kool with me, I’m kool with you. Don’t flip sides on ME and act as if I’m the one with the problem. Why do people do that?? I really am fine chilling at home by myself or reading. I don’t have this urging desire to be around a bunch of people. I’ve already learned people bring drama. So, I exit stage left once the numbers elevate beyond my comfort zone. Someone is gonna find some issue with me even if I’m NOT talking to them or ANYONE else. It’s just what happens and knowing this I avoid groups. Y’all do your thing and I see folks on a one to one demonstration. Socializing takes too much energy. Thanks for the invite, but understand who I am and don’t try to force me into your box. I’m not everybody else and I don’t vibe with everyone. #Ebonixftbs
The things people’s eyes and hands tell you… Ahahaha too grown! !!! I feel like this is my first true adult book. I will have to get it in physical form! #Ebonixftbs
I’m 21 and not interested in motherhood for a few years. Lol I don’t go out and party, but I’d rather not party without children. I’d create some extraterrestrial children anyways. They’d be hugging trees and napping in the grass lmfao cuz that’s exactly what I do Ahahaha that’d be cute, but not for now.
I look at the world and look at myself and I’m terrified of bringing life into this world. I would be such an interesting mother Lmfaooo that’s all I can say. I just don’t want to become tired. You have to be unselfish to be a mother and I enjoy being childless for the fact that I can screw up and only affect me. #Ebonixftbs
#DTA movement I’m just observing from now on. I don’t claim any relationships other than family because I’m tired. I’m so cautious now. Once bullshit shows itself I don’t turn my back. Ones will stab you in the back quick fast and in a hurry. #Ebonixftbs
How much brain power does it take for someone to call you beautiful? I don’t accept that bullshit as a compliment. Fuck physical beauty. I knew whether or not I looked good when I stepped outside the house. What did you think about my views on the metaphysical meaning of life, love and death? You wanna impress me? Show me what you honestly care about. I could get physical attn anywhere. I don’t cover up because I’m fat, but because I’d rather share my mind and body with someone who cares to know who I am before calling me beautiful. Beauty isn’t a physical attraction for me. If someone is honest and compassionate that’s a form of beauty to me. Anyone can go buy some make up from the store. I wanna be a living poem in the personified as a human. I want to be the voice for those who have no voice. Don’t belittle me with this notion of beauty I didn’t ask to be saddled with. Beautiful women get used and abused too. I want to be more than a walking mannequin. Don’t expect me to be this beautiful woman for appearances. Men who compliment my looks without permission bore me. Too many beautiful women out here. Come with something better. #Ebonixftbs