Fuck The Bullshit
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Fuck The Bullshit
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I expect for someone to be a man if they want to hold the title. If this same man takes the time to approach/ chase me I expect him to have something better in mind than telling me I’m attractive and trying to get physical with me. I expect when someone asks me to commit to them and be loyal that they will be too. I expect to be seen and heard. I expect to be emotionally supported,  spiritually lifted and intellectually challenged. I’ve never loved without expectations. When I thought I was being divine love I really was sacrificing myself for others. Unconditional love of self must be the measure. I know that for me I battle with this. Sometimes I let my past eat away at me and destroy current or future opportunities. Day by day is my measure. I need to be selfish about certain things which I’m not. Sometimes the past should remain in the past. Exes are exes for a reason. “Friends” who never contact you first aren’t friends at all. I’m a bit cynical,  but I like myself as I am. I want what I want when I want it and if I work for it there is no reason why I shouldn’t have it!! I have a lot of dreams and there’s no reason as to why I shouldn’t accomplish them if I stay focused. #Ebonixftbs
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I’m chilling in the living room waiting for the children to finish dinner. I guess I forgot to pay attn to them cuz next thing I know the kitchen is empty and my niece is hovering over me, plants this big wet kiss on my forehead and tells me peace. I’m loved. I felt so cool all over immediately. That one moment reminded of my baby girl who use to be my substitute stuffed animal and hug partner. She’d was always so in tune with me and would know the right time to come hug auntie. Lol I don’t even mind that she kissed with after eating meat. Lol That just brightened up my day. I’m blessed and no negative energy outside of my family is gonna kill my vibes. I know that one day all my little lessons are gonna be real to her. I can’t believe she just gave me a #pineal #kiss. 👳 #Ebonixftbs
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I don’t want to answer to anyone,  but self and God. There’s always some reason for some conflict. If I need to separate myself permanently I can do that. May ones stay out of my personal life unless asked for their opinion. I am fully capable of handling myself and these fucked up situations I get into.  And for the record when you’re in my cipher and I confide in you and you use my words and feelings against me to prove some kind of point about me you are only showing me who you are! I am staying to myself hard now. All of this social bullshit is for the birds.  I don’t need a man, friends or enemies in my life .  All three is bullshit to me. I need to get closer to God. The only one who’s been there from beginning to end. The love of my life who loves me even when I’m lost in this world. I’m in a good place with rough patches and only with God can I rise to greater heights. I’m forgetting about everything from before right now. I can’t cry anymore tears alone without resolution or closure. I’m moving fwd. I need #peace. #Ebonixftbs
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Yup. Like how this post written out literally means I’ve seen a gd ass pic, but don’t repost cuz of incorrect spelling. Yup. Just like that. #Ebonixftbs
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Tryna get the light to hit my #braids and show off my #chakra action style.    #Ebonixftbs
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#Carrot #Time.  #Ebonixftbs
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#Ready. #Ebonixftbs
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I miss my curls, but I needed a trim before I get my braids. #Ebonixftbs
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#Pharmaceutical companies were not discovered.  That #poison was created. #Ebonixftbs
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I read this and felt like this is God’s msg to me. Please God,  don’t give me what I think I want,  but I need. #Ebonixftbs